Bit of a milestone today Sam. 15 years have now passed since you left us, and its fair to say it doesn't get any easier. All the wondering and thinking of what might have been are always there. Our hearts feel heavier at this time of year. The sadness in our hearts is overwhelming and we miss you so much. I took a look at your baseball cap yesterday to see some of the hair trapped in the fabric, just to get a bit closer to you. Since I last left you a message you sister has unfortunately decided to end her marriage. She is coping amazingly and we are very proud of her. Remember Sam you are always in our thoughts. We love you so very very much.