14 Years Sam and it doesn't get any easier. For some reason this year it seems a little harder than normal. I cannot tell you how much I miss you and love you. We talk about you all of the time and you are always in our thoughts. Its days like this that bring it home how much of a hole you left in our lives. We have had a lot of messages from our lovely family. They all miss you. We are seeing Han this afternoon and will raise a glass to you tonight . Love you mate. XXXXXXX