Hi Sammykins, i don't really know what to say, as it hurts to much to even think about what happened. We was going to do nothing today, but it has been very snowy today, so we took Phoebe sledging it was very funny, and i had a go at snowboarding (im sure you heard me screaming) i was so good im trying out for the olympics hahah year right!!!! also i had a custard cream, i could manage a whole packet so i just had the one. we went to the rosie for a drink, i had a little toast to myself for you. Today is no different to any other day, its still rubbish that your not hear for us to take the mickey out of. but i love you so so much and look forward to the day we meet again. your so lovely Sam. Phoebe sends a hug kiss for her Uncle Sam, oh by the way good news, i managed to get little Rascals on DVD for Pheebs. love you and miss you more than anything in the whole world. your big sis xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx