You came to see me quite recently during the night and I frightened you off. I’m sorry for that, along with lots more. I think I was shocked to see you. If you come to me again I will try not to let that happen again. At times like this it is too hard to bear and I wish I could understand but this should not have happened. You deserved so much more and as the days pass by the pain doesn’t. We love and miss you every day. You meant so much to us and now we can’t tell you to your face. Our hearts are broken because of what has happened and it will never be the same. We have our little ray of sunshine that Hannah and Cameron have brought us in Pheebs, Please watch over her Sam. Keep an eye on Han as well like you she is so special to us. We think and talk of you everyday. We dream of what might have been. Sleep well our lovely Sam Lots of Love Dad XXXXXXXX