You are so badly missed Sam. Today is so very very hard. I try to wake at 02:30 to see if you are there. Unfortunately I don't always get the right time. If only you were. Never forget Sam you are always in our minds and hearts. You will never get older where as we do. One day I hope we shall be together again and I will be able to hug you and see your cheeky smile. If ever there is a son a man could wish for. you would be it. I love you so much. XXXXXXXXXXX