Sam, Christmas is a time to reflect of all that wonderful events and occasions you have missed. If only you were here to enjoy them in person. Everyday is sad at some point as you come into my thoughts. I try very hard to think you the fabulous times we did get to have together. Your Nieces, Phoebe & Amber help to keep us all on track and are always mentioning you. They are here to help us through. Sam it is so very sad. I wish you here. Love you loads xxxxxxx